I always used to say, “Please let’s just sit down and think about how can I get pregnant”

But he got tired of talking about getting pregnant. He wanted a baby. It’s simple.

He threatened to leave me if we didn’t figure out how I can get pregnant in the next couple months. So I got desperate and went online, looking for all the possible ways people are saying they’ve gotten pregnant. I don’t know… I didn’t want to lose him. I needed to figure out a way to get pregnant to save my marriage.

But after trying everything I could find, still nothing worked. So now I am alone.

That was a couple years ago and I still think about it now. For a long time I gave up, but now I’m back. I need to prove to myself, prove to him, prove to the world that I can do this. I can overcome my infertility. I can get pregnant. I know I can.

I will find something that works.